Sunday, November 23, 2008

Trying to Make James Happy

And so our most hated heroine embarks upon the most depressing emotion she has felt in a long time.
A sour feeling of helplessness.
It hurts everytime I see something I can't fix - a smile I can't give, a hug I can't give, ultimately, if I can't change something. It's so ... INFURIATING! Words seem to fall out of my mouth choppy and retarded and ... pointless!
However...I've realized, the most simple changes, the smallest most insignificant word I say, with the most emotion I put behind it, I can make that smile, I can somehow express that hug. And I can ultimately make that change.
And to me, that's everything I want.

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